Helplessness

Helplessness!
It's make my heart feel so uncomfortable.
Sometime, i can't describe what is that feeling........(Hate the feeling very much!!!)

Now,
 It's make my brain empty,
 It's make me unsteady,
 It's make me suffer in confusing,
 It's make my heart burning!!!

Who am I?
When feel helplessness I just a foolish.....
I can't do anything i wish.............just.....
HELPLESSNESS =(

I hope i can get a friend and talk to he/she,
But everyone is facing exam now....so.....
Get away helplessness!You are useless!!
Should not think about "you" anymore!!(Impossible.....lolx)
I must continue my study!NOW!!!

Realise~

This few day i had back to my lovely home,
I takes public transport back to my home,
I can saw that everything unchanged, same driver, same cashier, same aunty uncle who take bus.
I got the feeling back.....
When reach home,
I saw my mon, brother sister n my grandmon,i really miss them alot~
I glad that they all fine here.......
When I walk to the dining room I saw my mon has cooks all my favorites food,
My tears almost drop out from my eyes.....
When I eat the food I can feel that the foods are " Special For Me",
All is my mon lovess...I can feel it~~
I never said " I love U" to You (Mon), but i said it on my heart, I love u Mon, Thank for everything.
I still remember that,
When I'm still small I always complained to my Mon said :"You always care to the youngest brother and sister!Did you care about me!You always unfair to Us! That not fair to me!You no love me!
But now I not the small litter girl already, I getting mature, i got my own thinking......
Mon, So Sorry that i talk impolite to You....
Now I realise that You love all of us but you just use the different way....
Mon, I love You.....